what had happened?

i swear i have changed
something is really wrong with me.
but i don't know.
i need to search very deep inside.
my relationship is going strong with Fir.
although we don't meet everyday.
its been 10 days since i has been with him.
feels like i have been with him for years.
i swear.
i don't what will happen to me when you are gone.
every single day i pray for us to share our love forever.
i pray our love to be bless and You to be bless.
May Allah Bless Us.
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i love you baby~