i miss you

sorry for not updating for a long time . im just not in my mood all this while . i didnt regret spending time with my ladies . although mum keep complaning about me hanging out , i fight for my time to spent time with them . i cannot say anything more about last 2 weeks . last 2 weeks is the sex ay bay bay ! hahahahha . watching movies at cribs , goig to lot 1 and make up jokes and teasing people , getting someone addicted to yellow is fun baybeh . hhahhahah . i hope you know who you are . hahahah . well , i just came home from an outing with mum and dad . well to be honest , going out with them is fun . hot mocha chocolate cake with ice-cream and hot fudge is the bomb ! hahahhaha . n.y.d.c my fav .

dearest ( insert name ) ,

i have been thinking about this . i have been crying my heart out for you . flashing back all those memories with you was memorable . i cant describe it . like you kiss me in the train , going shopping at bugis together , going to marina and meeting my friends , saying singapore flyers as singapore fly-over , playing dress-up at my crib , borrowing each others clothes , buying same outfits even shoes , inviting you to eat pizza hut with my mum and of course you hugging me very tightly when both of us try to balance on a stool . i remember the support i gave to you when you were falling off the stool . i hope you remember all these . cause i do . almost everyday everytime . i miss your voice , smile , laughters , cry , prayers* and your lame jokes . im sorry if i take anything about you for granted . im sorry for my mistakes . i know im a weak friend . all i can do is cry . i am the weakest friend in your life until you left me . you are the person who is very patient with me all this while . wherever i go , i remember you . thats when i started to cry my heart out . let me describe myself as a selfish , arrogant , weak , easily get mad , betrayer if you think so , stupid , an asshole and more vulgarities added too . if you dun wanna come back , its okay . all i can say is good luck with you future and stay healthy and good luck for exams and make your parents proud . but all i want is your call . so that i can hear your voice again . crying my heart out to you . and most of all , i miss you bestfriend .

With much love ,

Your Sister .

P/s : Call me ASAP .