crush sucksxc ?

crush sucks ? idk . i cant believe i cry over a guy . im so stupid to force him come . argh ! thnx amirah and aisyah for cheering me up yesterday . and that key-chain is still with me . until when im gonna keep it ? believe it or not , i sleep with that key-chain too . i cried alot . i cried when i went home from aisyah's house , at my viod deck , when im bathing and more . idk if i should avoid him for the time being or should i stop liking him ? i swear all this are hard decision .

yesterday i when to the hospital to see mum . she is ill and i miss her . while looking after mum , i fell asleep . nyek . she will be discharge either late today or tmwr . then around 5.30 i went off to aisyah's house . i swear her house is as cute as her . plus her junior boy . ate pizza and more . as far as i know , bil ate alot . we played bunga api and all then went home . i should not eleborate more . ernie wasnt with us yesterday . sumpah tk gerek tauuuu .

im not looking forward to hari raye . im just focusing on my studies and exams . exams falls on the third day of raye . cheeebeeehhhh betul ! and my birthday is like coming soon . wohoo , tk sabar . celebrating with twinnie and babygirls and moreeeeeeeeee . k bye souls ~