lost another greatest

I lost another important person in my life . my uncle , Wak Aman . the great uncle i ever had . he did alot to me , my mum and his family . he let out his feelings to me and mum . i was stunned to hear the bad news while i was on the way to meet him in the cab . mum have already crying out loud . my uncle is the only one who will always pad my head when i salam-ed him . now tell me who will pad my head now ? i was late by a few minutes to meet him , to utter my last words to him , to get my head pad my him but i was just to late . this is unexpected . i cried for than a million tears sitting beside him for more than 4 hours in the hospital asking him to wake up ! haiz , i wish i can turned back time to see him . but whatever it is , i cant . during his funeral , i prayed alot for him . i prayed for him to enter heaven rather than hell . norra , you take care of yourself now . dun be sad after the lost of him . May your soul be blessed , Wak Aman .

just too sad he cannot celebrate 2009 . ahh , its okay . 2008 is coming to an end . 2009 is gonna be a new born baby now . i just hope 2009 is going to be a great year for me . a year for me to start changing a study hard . i hope i could forget about my past and start a new leaf . im just so sad over my uncle death . headaches are killing me . and i just hate the cemetery now . how can we ever bury 2 to 3 bodies in the ground ? unfair . bye souls ~