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sooo, hows my day? i spent my day sleeping like a pig. HAHA, i got nothing to do just now. so, tmr there is a beach party at sentosa. plainsunset is there! wohoooo i wanna go. i convince nanee to follow me. HAHA, i begged her like a little child. im still waiting for her decision. twinnie is going although he is very sick and weak. and his reason is ' i cant afford to miss Plainsunset tmr' HAHAHAH twinnie oh twinnie.

im having alot of problems at home. my dad is scolding me for not being a good daughter. my mum is also scolding me for the same reason. both my parents are scolding. i feel so depressed. i cried alot. and im crying again. im having major problems at home. not only one but alot. i pray every night before i go to sleep, hoping my family can go back to square one like we used to, hoping my dad would stop complaining about his work, hoping my mother and sister will go back together again, hoping i would become a more greatful daughter. im very depressed at home. i always feel like im not a human. i feel like im a ghost cause i feel invisible. idk what to do. im sad. im sad. im sad. im tearing. im tearing. im tearing :( :( :(