im on the edge

2 days to my 15th birthday. im breaking down. im on the edge of breaking down. im crying. im having negative thoughts. i wanna be alone for now. nothing can cheer me up now. im not eating. im not responding to anything. im moody. im not happy. i dont feel excited. i feel like killing myself. i feel so dumb. i feel like a loser. im thinking like a spoiltbrat. im listening to sad songs. i feel so weak. my hair is a mess. im dragging my feet. i havent bath. im smelly. im sick. im disgusting. im a noob. sorry, im depressed. i just wanna be alone now. goodbye ~

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