from the bottom of my heart

Dear somebody i love MOST,

i dont know who you are anymore. who are you? why are you treating me this way? am i a doormat to you? you only need me when you're alone. now, happy-go-lucky aren't you? i dont wanna see you anymore. i dont wanna break down when i meet you. imma loser. yay! you won! happy? of course you are. i have been sitting here worrying about you and stuff but you just cant be bothered. fml. nothing is alright. im sick. depression. worthless. lifeless. useless. moodless and it goes on......i hate my life now. i rather die. well, who cares right if im gone? haha! enjoi your life. and i thank God for having you in my life. we are not meant for each other. goodbye =(

Love,
the one you love most =(