hahahahahahh

so today school was like ok and ok and ok
firstly new school rule had changed!
can bring handphone to school but must keep it off and not to show off.
ok fuck!
and no MP3 allow!
im freaking mad.gagagagagagga
school ended at 10.30.
only two lessons on science.
i was like focusing a lot just now in class.
and then at 9.10 the cyn concert starts
ok sumpah boring except for malay,chinese,indian dance + the comedy drama.
modern dance is like...HUH?....
i swear i dont understand the dance.
with all those hips shaking?hahahahaha
the comedy was like freaking awesome!.
and the MCs was like forgetting their lines.
hahahahah.
its in chinese but the is subtitles on the screen.
and school gave two oranges.ok lame-____-
hahahahahahahaha.
went to lot 1 to buy mac chicken and soye bean from Jollibean.
to Kampong Family,i was behaving like that just now bcos i wanted to test you all.
like are you guys there for me?
like do you guys really care about me?
like i was left behind or front but no one come to me say,'azlizah,are you okay?'
like not even one of you.
you guys was like just staring at me.
what?!staring makes friendship perfect?!?!?!?!?
im revealing my feelings to Kampong Family now.
maybe im not fit to be in Kampong Fam right?
im just NA and you all are EXPRESS.
tell me!who is the one who look for you all after school?
running around school looking for you all.
you guys dont know how i feel when i saw you guys every morning.
i was freaking happy when i see you guys.
but you guys is like whatever.
not like 'hey!petom!'
no!absolutely not!
so what?!
who is the one giving you all the Kampong Fam names?
who is the one who built up the Kampong Fam?
i think its not fair.
you guys is not waiting for me outside my class if im late.
you guys was like ok lets go home!
forgetting me.
so is this Kampong Fam working out or what?
issit bcos you guys are showing off to people that we are from Kampong Fam?
you guys takes Kampong Fam as what we are and not who we are.
the reason i make up this family is bcos i wanna know do we treat each other as bestfriends?
or like just friends?
maybe Petom is not in that Kampong Family anymore!
Petom is invisible.
Petom is a bodyguard of Kampong Family.
Petom is NOBODY.
i think what i said just now is true.
Petom is everythind above.
so one member is out!who's next?
im gonna be just friends with you all and not part of the Kampong Family.
im just gonna hangout with you all and im not Petom anymore.
so to Intan as Amirah,we are still sisters or friends?
are we gonna stop borrowing clothes and stuff?
are we gonna talk about boyfriends or not?
its up to you guys now to accept me or im gonna vanish from Kanpong Family.
i want the answer before i come bck to school on Monday.
so that i dont have to walk to school with you all or not.
hope one or two of you are reading this post.
so thats all.
happy lunar new year guys!
and to Johhnie,IM GONNA MISS YOU!!!!
you take care okay?
and Ffaiz,Enjoy the chalet!
argh!!!i miss you two a lot!!!
anything beep me if going out on Sat!
hahha
dadaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!