a need to change

today is such a good day for me although i didnt went out. i reflect on myself today. i realised how selfish i am. i realised how self-centered i am. i realised how fast i jumped into conclusion. i realised i never contribute anything for my family. since 2010 is coming, i wanna change. i wanna change all this actions i did. i wanna be a better woman. time to change~

school is going to start. holiday assignments not done yet, only malay. i hate school. i hate having assembly on mondays. i hate the food prices. i hate checking of attire when school re-open. i hate it when my form teacher goes "AZLIZAH! CLIP UP YOUR FRINGE!". i hate it when the principal give a LONG talk to welcome us back. i hate being send out of class on monday for not completing my assignments. and i hate preparing for major exams =(

there's also a good side to school. i love to meet my friends. i love to get money every morning(start saving!). i love to show off my new stuff to school. i love to laugh my ass off with my kruk mates. i love to vandalise my table. yeah thats all. starting from next year, npcc will be going to say the commands. omfgzzz, for real???? this is scary =/